People keep telling me i need an update! We've been all over the place lately! I took Tagg to his 9 month appointment. He only gained 1lb in 3 months. I was sick. My Dr. told that he needed 24 oz of food a day so i stretched his bottles, 1 before bed and one in the morning and fed him baby food in between! Come to find out he is supposed to have 24oz of milk a day and any other food he will eat. I was bawling. I felt like such a terrible mother. Then he asked about crawling. Nope, not crawling. He said that I'm coddling him because he hates to be on his stomach. I let him cry for a bit and then pick him up. He referred to the movie Wall-E, and how there were some fat people who would sit in their chairs and wait for people to bring everything to them. He said that Tagg will be like that if i don't quit coddling him! Then i slapped him! Just kidding, but i did in my head. I have never felt so beaten down. I know that I'm not a bad mother but he robbed my confidence of being a mother. I am constantly second guessing myself. Tagg is not skinny by any means! He has chubby thys, dimples on his fingers, and a crease on his wrist from his fat. Anyhow, Tagg is trying to crawl and eating more and more. He's sure enjoying getting to eat almost everything we eat! Also he has started clapping! It's adorable! He thinks he is so big! I'm loving the nice weather and can't wait to take Tagg out to play more!!

We have been playing a lot with cousins! We love our families! We are going to Mesquite next weekend with my family and just cant wait!!